Special Report Transcript Episode 78, Section 5, Time 34:08

I just remember feeling the most incredible rage and anger that he was ignoring me and that he was lying at the time, because he said ‘kandi shishi, kandi shishi,’ he doesn’t know anything. Then I brought the person that we’d captured the day before. They’d been travelling together and I said look here’s your companion, we know your name is Congo, we know everything about you, the game’s up, you’re wounded, let’s get this over with. Tell us where your gun is, tell us where your rendezvous point is and then it’s over. And he still denied it and I took out my pistol in a rage and I put a bullet between his eyes. I shot him. I executed him. And after that it was as if I was looking at the scene from above and I could see myself standing there with this gun in my hand and everyone looking a bit shocked and the family from the kraal standing there and they were also very, very shocked and the kids were just very shocked. And I walked away, I just said to the team clean up. I said to the owner of the kraal you must bury this body now, it’s your responsibility, this is your problem. And I went back and I radioed into our commanding officer who was in the radio room at the time and I said to him I want to come in, because actually on the way to the vehicle I decided that this is it. I’d seen myself from another perspective, really like an aerial view of myself and I just couldn’t believe who I was at that time and I had enough, I wanted to come in.

Notes: John Deagon

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